GORGEOUS GORGEOUS GIRL

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CAUTION 01:16
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We recommend that you be aware The following project you have just began contains things that you may find Uncomfortable, or generally unapproachable Such as transphobia, sexual abuse related PTSD, body dysmorphia, envy, isolation Depression, suicide And the diction of slurs that may or may not offend gatekeeping blue haired social justice Warriors with no lives outside of the internet If you have a problem or trigger related to any of the following; Cry about it- (transition into next song)
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GORGEOUS GORGEOUS GIRL 01:44
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Tranny Tranny I'm a gorgeous gorgeous girl And it's me against the world When it all falls down I'll be pretty while I swirl Say what you want, but I'm a girl if I say I am No fucking question bout it Coping mechanism, found it Masturbate and cry about it I could make a million songs And you'd still fucking cry about it I am so gorgeous now look at me dear Am I beautiful enough? Holes in my pores just enough to be queer Am I beautiful enough? I am so cool, don't need a chorus here Is my skin soft, is it rough? I am so full of dysphoria dear You'll never be girl enough Tranny Tranny I don't need any of yall, once again I must become a bad bitch Don't go on unless its plenty, or all, lenny or paul? Which gender is prettiest of all, ready to fall? I don't need any of yall, once again I must become a bad bitch Life is uphill and you're too wussy to crawl What would make the most sense, men Pussy or balls? I am so gorgeous now look at me dear Am I beautiful enough? Holes in my pores just enough to be queer Am I beautiful enough? I am so cool, don't need a chorus here Is my skin soft, is it rough? I am so full of dysphoria dear You'll never be girl enough You'll never be girl enough You'll never be girl enough
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THROWING MY DICK AWAY 02:20
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It's not my fault I'm like this It's not my fault Guess I'll throw away my dick I guess I'll Make a fucking record since I'm falling off I guess I'll be transgender if you're chill with that I think we're better separate I should call it off I must be fucking desperate for your attention I'm spiteful full of tranny faggot energy today "It was not this bad earlier, can't you stick to being gay?" I hate that I am breathing, listening to what you say When I turned the corner all my friends were talking about me It's not my fault I'm like this It's not my fault Guess I'll throw away my dick I guess I'll Stop because my life just gets So hard Face fucked on the concrete, and I call it art I hear them I see them, but they can't see me I hear them I see them, but they can't see me I hear them I see them, but they can't see me I hear them I see them, but they can't see me I'm spiteful full of tranny faggot energy today "It was not this bad earlier, can't you stick to being gay?" I hate that I am breathing, listening to what you say When I turned the corner all my friends were talking about me Again Again Again Again Again Again Again Again It's not my fault I'm like this It's not my fault Guess I'll throw away my dick I guess I'll It's not my fault I'm like this It's not my fault Guess I'll throw away my dick I guess I'll
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HELLO KITTY 02:00
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K-I-T-T-Y! K-I-T-T-Y! Everybody say, Hello kitty! Who loves flowers in the sun And a party just for one? It's kitty Kitty kitty Who will invite her friends along They can hear her play a song It's kitty Kitty kitty If you don't where she is You might've missed her If you don't where she is You might've missed her If you don't where she is You might've missed her If you don't where she is You might've missed her Well I don't miss her Well I don't miss her Well I don't miss her Well I don't miss her Do you? K-I-T-T-Y! K-I-T-T-Y! Everybody say, Hello kitty! Who loves flowers in the sun And a party just for one? It's kitty Kitty kitty Who will invite her friends along They can hear her play a song It's kitty Kitty kitty If you don't where she is You might've missed her If you don't where she is You might've missed her If you don't where she is You might've missed her Well I don't miss her If you don't where she is You might've missed her If you don't where she is You might've missed her If you don't where she is You might've missed her Well I don't miss her I don't know you I don't know you, do I? I don't know you I am scared you will die If you don't where she is You might've missed her If you don't where she is You might've missed her If you don't where she is You might've missed her No, I don't miss her If you don't where she is You might've missed her If you don't where she is You might've missed her If you don't where she is You might've missed her No, I don't miss her Well I don't miss her Well I don't miss her Well I don't miss her No I don't miss her Well I don't miss her Well I don't miss her Well I don't miss her No I don't miss her K-I-T-T-Y! K-I-T-T-Y! K-I-T-T-Y! K-I-T-T-Y!
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FUCK UP 02:50
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I know I know I'm a fuck up I know I know I'm a fuck up I'll fail again if I try I know I know I'm a fuck up I know I know I'm a fuck up Fuck it Up again I'll fuck it Up again I'll fuck it 'Till I win I'll fuck it Up again I'll fail again if I try I know I know I'm a fuck up I know I know I'm a fuck up I know I know I'm a fuck up I know I know I'm a fuck up You don't have to tell me again I already know You don't have to tell me again I already know You don't have to tell me again I already know You don't have to tell me again I already know Fuck it Up again Fuck it Up again Fuck it Up again Fuck it Up again Fuck it Up again Fuck it Up again Fuck it Up again Fuck it Up again I'll fail again if I try They tell me that they want me to live But I want to die
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BRATZ (FT. VINTIX) 02:05
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CONTORTION: I'm a brat bitch, Yeah, frat dick is my favorite I'm an addict, I must act quick, so I can savor it Beg and all these horny niggas give me what I want Time to sell my only fans for twenty bucks a month I'm the kinda tranny niggas really wanna fuck I'm the goddess in this bitch, Soundcloud, It's time to blow me up Boom I'm a brat I'm a- I'm a- I'm a brat Boom Boom I'm a brat I'm a- I'm a- I'm a brat Boom Boom I'm a brat I'm a- I'm a- I'm a brat Boom Boom I'm a brat I'm a- I'm a- I'm a brat Boom Boom and all these niggas beat me up There's no room for me to even give a fuck Hit my womb nigga, and shoot your baby up There's no room for you to shoot your baby up You ain't never thrown ass like this I said it once already, I'm a bad bitch You ain't never seen a fag like this I feel out of proportion when I sound like this Only bad bitches starve themselves I don't care if it harms your health I will ruin my body until it gets really hard to tell What I'm feeling half the time isn't pleasance I just wanna be sure of a god's presence Boom I'm a brat I'm a- I'm a- I'm a brat Boom Boom I'm a brat I'm a- I'm a- I'm a brat Boom Boom I'm a brat I'm a- I'm a- I'm a brat Boom Boom I'm a brat I'm a- I'm a- I'm a brat VINTIX: I'm aware I'm daddy's girl Nigga, I'm a princess Ass to floor, ass galore Show me where the dick is Unimpressed, easy sex I fuck everyone Put that dick inside my ass and make me fucking cum Grab that nigga by the fucking man bun Pull up with the hello kitty sanrio gun Homophobic niggas really have no fun I'm a pan ass nigga so I fuck with everyone Cigarettes, in my chest Finger men, fatherless Faggot sex, I detest Evil shit, Internet Get a feller fuck him in denim Get em get em Get em get em I'm not even saying anything dawg
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VOICEMAIL 00:45
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Your call has been forwarded to an automatic voice message system 800-273-8255 is not available At the tone, please record your message When you are finished recording, you may hang up, or press 1 for more options "Hey uhm, so, I thought you guys were 24 7 but it kinda seems like after the past, like, 5 calls, you guys have blocked me Uhm Which- which is chill Don't even- don't even worry about it I'm not even like- mad like that just uhm Kinda needed some help I would appreciate a call back Thank you"
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I ASKED FOR IT 02:38
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I fucking hate myself when I'm with you I've learned that if I love someone Then they have gotta love me too I wanna run away when I'm with you I know that if I die this young At least I said I wanted to I asked for it Like a phoenix in the rain A cow to an oncoming train I asked for it I'm like a goddess, but in pain I said my death won't be in vain I am worthless I am worthless I asked for it I asked for it Somedays, I wanna tear the world apart But I don't know where to start God please, fix my fucking heart I lose everyone and restart If I could cry right now, I'd try Every time I attempt to die The toughest battles for the smallest fries God fucked me over and I can't fight I fucking hate myself when I'm with you I've learned that if I love someone Then they have gotta love me too I wanna run away when I'm with you I know that if I die this young At least I said I wanted to I asked for it I am worthless I asked for it I am worthless I asked for it I asked for it I asked for it I asked for it I asked for it I asked for it
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WAIT UP 03:03
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Oh, hello hello Did you wait up for me at the go? I guess so Oh, I guess you're stuck with me I'm curious to know How far you'll go After all that's said and done Nothing to show I'm sure you'll know I'm sure you'll know I'm sure you'll know I'm sure you'll know I just wanna know when you are available to talk It's been so long and I'm breaking off Can you help me please? Before I rot, before I rot I just wanna know when you are available to talk It's been so long and I'm breaking off Can you help me please? Before I rot, before I rot Why won't you love me the way I tell you to? Don't blame this on me The one that is to blame is you I'm surely breaking down I'm breaking down I'm breaking down I'm breaking down I'm breaking down I'm breaking down I'm breaking down I'm breaking down I'm surely breaking down I'm breaking down I'm breaking down I'm breaking down I'm breaking down I'm breaking down I'm breaking down I'm breaking down I just wanna know when you are available to talk It's been so long and I'm breaking off Can you help me please? Before I rot, before I rot I just wanna know when you are available to talk It's been so long and I'm breaking off Can you help me please? Before I rot, before I rot I just wanna know when you are available to talk It's been so long and I'm breaking off Can you help me please? Before I rot, before I rot I just wanna know when you are available to talk It's been so long and I'm breaking off Can you help me please? Before I rot Before I rot
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WOMAN 02:29
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Not girl enough, Never enough Not girl enough, Never enough Not girl enough, Never enough Not girl enough, Never enough I never feel safe No matter where I go I always feel like a mistake No matter where I go I always feel like I may break Under the pressure of my friends to be something I ain't My brain it self destructs To think it matters what body part that I use to fuck To think you ever really knew me, you got me fucked up You'll never get that chance again So just shut the fuck up They said, "You'll never be a woman if you sound like that" I'm still trying to figure out just what they meant by that Destructive criticism, no respect by that You cut me off and then you talk shit cause I can't fight back What is your goal? To make me revert or to throw me in a hole? I'm honestly trying to see where your motives will go I know you see me now, but do you see my soul? Not girl enough, Never enough Not girl enough, Never enough Not girl enough, Never enough Not girl enough, Never enough You'll never be a woman Woman You'll never be a woman Woman You'll never be a woman Woman You'll never be a woman Woman You'll never be a woman
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DEPENDENCY 02:44
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Uh oh Live for the high The dopamine takes over My mind Dependency is wasting all my time I don't know if I'll see you again I think that's the scariest part of all this, my friend What have I done? What have I done? What have I done? I know you just want to see me fall To see me fall Wish I'd known you'd strike me down, Fall like a dove Fall like a dove I keep coming back, I am in love I'll keep coming back, I am in love I think I was always girl enough

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released July 29, 2022

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Contortion can be interpreted many ways. As a character, as an all encompassing term for the music, or as a joke. Regardless of how you interpret it, you will always be in for a really fucked up experience straight from the mind of an insanely autistic bitch. Enjoy yourself ... more

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