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CAUTION
01:16
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We recommend that you be aware
The following project you have just began contains things that you may find Uncomfortable, or generally unapproachable
Such as transphobia, sexual abuse related PTSD, body dysmorphia, envy, isolation Depression, suicide
And the diction of slurs that may or may not offend gatekeeping blue haired social justice Warriors with no lives outside of the internet
If you have a problem or trigger related to any of the following;
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GORGEOUS GORGEOUS GIRL
01:44
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Tranny
Tranny
I'm a gorgeous gorgeous girl
And it's me against the world
When it all falls down
I'll be pretty while I swirl
Say what you want, but I'm a girl if I say I am
No fucking question bout it
Coping mechanism, found it
Masturbate and cry about it
I could make a million songs
And you'd still fucking cry about it
I am so gorgeous now look at me dear
Am I beautiful enough?
Holes in my pores just enough to be queer
Am I beautiful enough?
I am so cool, don't need a chorus here
Is my skin soft, is it rough?
I am so full of dysphoria dear
You'll never be girl enough
Tranny
Tranny
I don't need any of yall, once again I must become a bad bitch
Don't go on unless its plenty, or all, lenny or paul?
Which gender is prettiest of all, ready to fall?
I don't need any of yall, once again I must become a bad bitch
Life is uphill and you're too wussy to crawl
What would make the most sense, men
Pussy or balls?
I am so gorgeous now look at me dear
Am I beautiful enough?
Holes in my pores just enough to be queer
Am I beautiful enough?
I am so cool, don't need a chorus here
Is my skin soft, is it rough?
I am so full of dysphoria dear
You'll never be girl enough
You'll never be girl enough
You'll never be girl enough
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THROWING MY DICK AWAY
02:20
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It's not my fault I'm like this
It's not my fault
Guess I'll throw away my dick
I guess I'll
Make a fucking record since I'm falling off
I guess I'll be transgender if you're chill with that
I think we're better separate I should call it off
I must be fucking desperate for your attention
I'm spiteful full of tranny faggot energy today
"It was not this bad earlier, can't you stick to being gay?"
I hate that I am breathing, listening to what you say
When I turned the corner all my friends were talking about me
It's not my fault I'm like this
It's not my fault
Guess I'll throw away my dick
I guess I'll
Stop because my life just gets
So hard
Face fucked on the concrete, and
I call it art
I hear them I see them, but they can't see me
I hear them I see them, but they can't see me
I hear them I see them, but they can't see me
I hear them I see them, but they can't see me
I'm spiteful full of tranny faggot energy today
"It was not this bad earlier, can't you stick to being gay?"
I hate that I am breathing, listening to what you say
When I turned the corner all my friends were talking about me
Again
Again
Again
Again
Again
Again
Again
Again
It's not my fault I'm like this
It's not my fault
Guess I'll throw away my dick
I guess I'll
It's not my fault I'm like this
It's not my fault
Guess I'll throw away my dick
I guess I'll
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HELLO KITTY
02:00
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K-I-T-T-Y!
K-I-T-T-Y!
Everybody say, Hello kitty!
Who loves flowers in the sun
And a party just for one?
It's kitty
Kitty kitty
Who will invite her friends along
They can hear her play a song
It's kitty
Kitty kitty
If you don't where she is
You might've missed her
If you don't where she is
You might've missed her
If you don't where she is
You might've missed her
If you don't where she is
You might've missed her
Well I don't miss her
Well I don't miss her
Well I don't miss her
Well I don't miss her
Do you?
K-I-T-T-Y!
K-I-T-T-Y!
Everybody say, Hello kitty!
Who loves flowers in the sun
And a party just for one?
It's kitty
Kitty kitty
Who will invite her friends along
They can hear her play a song
It's kitty
Kitty kitty
If you don't where she is
You might've missed her
If you don't where she is
You might've missed her
If you don't where she is
You might've missed her
Well I don't miss her
If you don't where she is
You might've missed her
If you don't where she is
You might've missed her
If you don't where she is
You might've missed her
Well I don't miss her
I don't know you
I don't know you, do I?
I don't know you
I am scared you will die
If you don't where she is
You might've missed her
If you don't where she is
You might've missed her
If you don't where she is
You might've missed her
No, I don't miss her
If you don't where she is
You might've missed her
If you don't where she is
You might've missed her
If you don't where she is
You might've missed her
No, I don't miss her
Well I don't miss her
Well I don't miss her
Well I don't miss her
No I don't miss her
Well I don't miss her
Well I don't miss her
Well I don't miss her
No I don't miss her
K-I-T-T-Y!
K-I-T-T-Y!
K-I-T-T-Y!
K-I-T-T-Y!
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FUCK UP
02:50
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I know
I know
I'm a fuck up
I know
I know
I'm a fuck up
I'll fail again if I try
I know
I know
I'm a fuck up
I know
I know
I'm a fuck up
Fuck it
Up again
I'll fuck it
Up again
I'll fuck it
'Till I win
I'll fuck it
Up again
I'll fail again if I try
I know
I know
I'm a fuck up
I know
I know
I'm a fuck up
I know
I know
I'm a fuck up
I know
I know
I'm a fuck up
You don't have to tell me again
I already know
You don't have to tell me again
I already know
You don't have to tell me again
I already know
You don't have to tell me again
I already know
Fuck it
Up again
Fuck it
Up again
Fuck it
Up again
Fuck it
Up again
Fuck it
Up again
Fuck it
Up again
Fuck it
Up again
Fuck it
Up again
I'll fail again if I try
They tell me that they want me to live
But I want to die
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6. |
BRATZ (FT. VINTIX)
02:05
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CONTORTION:
I'm a brat bitch,
Yeah, frat dick is my favorite
I'm an addict,
I must act quick, so I can savor it
Beg and all these horny niggas give me what I want
Time to sell my only fans for twenty bucks a month
I'm the kinda tranny niggas really wanna fuck
I'm the goddess in this bitch, Soundcloud,
It's time to blow me up
Boom
I'm a brat
I'm a- I'm a- I'm a brat
Boom
Boom
I'm a brat
I'm a- I'm a- I'm a brat
Boom
Boom
I'm a brat
I'm a- I'm a- I'm a brat
Boom
Boom
I'm a brat
I'm a- I'm a- I'm a brat
Boom
Boom and all these niggas beat me up
There's no room for me to even give a fuck
Hit my womb nigga, and shoot your baby up
There's no room for you to shoot your baby up
You ain't never thrown ass like this
I said it once already, I'm a bad bitch
You ain't never seen a fag like this
I feel out of proportion when I sound like this
Only bad bitches starve themselves
I don't care if it harms your health
I will ruin my body until it gets really hard to tell
What I'm feeling half the time isn't pleasance
I just wanna be sure of a god's presence
Boom
I'm a brat
I'm a- I'm a- I'm a brat
Boom
Boom
I'm a brat
I'm a- I'm a- I'm a brat
Boom
Boom
I'm a brat
I'm a- I'm a- I'm a brat
Boom
Boom
I'm a brat
I'm a- I'm a- I'm a brat
VINTIX:
I'm aware I'm daddy's girl
Nigga, I'm a princess
Ass to floor, ass galore
Show me where the dick is
Unimpressed, easy sex
I fuck everyone
Put that dick inside my ass and make me fucking cum
Grab that nigga by the fucking man bun
Pull up with the hello kitty sanrio gun
Homophobic niggas really have no fun
I'm a pan ass nigga so I fuck with everyone
Cigarettes, in my chest
Finger men, fatherless
Faggot sex, I detest
Evil shit, Internet
Get a feller fuck him in denim
Get em get em
Get em get em
I'm not even saying anything dawg
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VOICEMAIL
00:45
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800-273-8255 is not available
At the tone, please record your message
When you are finished recording, you may hang up, or press 1 for more options
"Hey uhm, so, I thought you guys were 24 7 but it kinda seems like after the past, like, 5 calls, you guys have blocked me
Uhm
Which- which is chill
Don't even- don't even worry about it
I'm not even like- mad like that just uhm
Kinda needed some help
I would appreciate a call back
Thank you"
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I ASKED FOR IT
02:38
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I fucking hate myself when I'm with you
I've learned that if I love someone
Then they have gotta love me too
I wanna run away when I'm with you
I know that if I die this young
At least I said I wanted to
I asked for it
Like a phoenix in the rain
A cow to an oncoming train
I asked for it
I'm like a goddess, but in pain
I said my death won't be in vain
I am worthless
I am worthless
I asked for it
I asked for it
Somedays, I wanna tear the world apart
But I don't know where to start
God please, fix my fucking heart
I lose everyone and restart
If I could cry right now, I'd try
Every time I attempt to die
The toughest battles for the smallest fries
God fucked me over and I can't fight
I fucking hate myself when I'm with you
I've learned that if I love someone
Then they have gotta love me too
I wanna run away when I'm with you
I know that if I die this young
At least I said I wanted to
I asked for it
I am worthless
I asked for it
I am worthless
I asked for it
I asked for it
I asked for it
I asked for it
I asked for it
I asked for it
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WAIT UP
03:03
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Oh, hello hello
Did you wait up for me at the go?
I guess so
Oh, I guess you're stuck with me
I'm curious to know
How far you'll go
After all that's said and done
Nothing to show
I'm sure you'll know
I'm sure you'll know
I'm sure you'll know
I'm sure you'll know
I just wanna know when you are available to talk
It's been so long and I'm breaking off
Can you help me please?
Before I rot, before I rot
I just wanna know when you are available to talk
It's been so long and I'm breaking off
Can you help me please?
Before I rot, before I rot
Why won't you love me the way I tell you to?
Don't blame this on me
The one that is to blame is you
I'm surely breaking down
I'm breaking down
I'm breaking down
I'm breaking down
I'm breaking down
I'm breaking down
I'm breaking down
I'm breaking down
I'm surely breaking down
I'm breaking down
I'm breaking down
I'm breaking down
I'm breaking down
I'm breaking down
I'm breaking down
I'm breaking down
I just wanna know when you are available to talk
It's been so long and I'm breaking off
Can you help me please?
Before I rot, before I rot
I just wanna know when you are available to talk
It's been so long and I'm breaking off
Can you help me please?
Before I rot, before I rot
I just wanna know when you are available to talk
It's been so long and I'm breaking off
Can you help me please?
Before I rot, before I rot
I just wanna know when you are available to talk
It's been so long and I'm breaking off
Can you help me please?
Before I rot
Before I rot
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WOMAN
02:29
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Not girl enough,
Never enough
Not girl enough,
Never enough
Not girl enough,
Never enough
Not girl enough,
Never enough
I never feel safe
No matter where I go
I always feel like a mistake
No matter where I go
I always feel like I may break
Under the pressure of my friends to be something I ain't
My brain it self destructs
To think it matters what body part that I use to fuck
To think you ever really knew me, you got me fucked up
You'll never get that chance again
So just shut the fuck up
They said, "You'll never be a woman if you sound like that"
I'm still trying to figure out just what they meant by that
Destructive criticism, no respect by that
You cut me off and then you talk shit cause I can't fight back
What is your goal?
To make me revert or to throw me in a hole?
I'm honestly trying to see where your motives will go
I know you see me now, but do you see my soul?
Not girl enough,
Never enough
Not girl enough,
Never enough
Not girl enough,
Never enough
Not girl enough,
Never enough
You'll never be a woman
Woman
You'll never be a woman
Woman
You'll never be a woman
Woman
You'll never be a woman
Woman
You'll never be a woman
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DEPENDENCY
02:44
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Uh oh
Live for the high
The dopamine takes over
My mind
Dependency is wasting all my time
I don't know if I'll see you again
I think that's the scariest part of all this, my friend
What have I done?
What have I done?
What have I done?
I know you just want to see me fall
To see me fall
Wish I'd known you'd strike me down,
Fall like a dove
Fall like a dove
I keep coming back, I am in love
I'll keep coming back, I am in love
I think I was always girl enough
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